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Kai Cheng Thom,
The Boston Globe
An Ivy League-educated scholar of literature, Talusan deftly evokes the themes and motifs of 'traditional' trans narratives, all the while refusing to settle for easy answers to the questions raised by a life lived beyond the conventions of gender, race, and class identity.
Hope Wabuke,
NPR
In Fairest's carefully nuanced and detailed analysis, Talusan articulates the ways in which people of color create solidarity when there are only one or two non-white individuals in these elite, predominantly white spaces of privilege.
Rawiya Kameir,
The New York Times Book Review
.... render[s] an intellectual debate intimate.
Kelly Blewett,
BookPage
At each step of her journey, Talusan interrogates the complex intersection of who she feels herself to be and how others perceive her. Through this fearless self-awareness, Talusan demonstrates her intellect, creativity, sexuality and, most of all, a true dedication to expressing her inner self. For anyone who has wondered how their identity is impacted by the ways others see them, Fairest is an extraordinary story of one woman’s self-reckoning..
Theordore Pavlich,
Lambda Literary
... a thoughtful, complex exploration of life as an 'in-between.' In it, Talusan uses vivid detail and a richly introspective voice to illuminate her world.
Rachel Charlene Lewis,
Bitch Media
In her reckoning with her own racial and gender identity, Talusan offers insight into the ways that these concepts are linked with colonialism and the violent impact, demands, and reach of the United States.
Maya Gittelman,
Bookreporter
Talusan excavates the complicated intersections of her own identity in this exquisite, unapologetic gem of a memoir.
Isabel Jones,
InStyle
I’m willing to bet you’ve never read a memoir like Fairest.
Michael Valinsky,
The Los Angeles Review of Books
The author is well versed in juggling competing feelings of sameness and difference. In her first memories of life in the Philippines, Talusan tactfully examines her experience growing up with white skin and blond hair in a place where such an appearance made her stand out as a Western ideal.
Sarah Schroeder,
Library Journal
Even for avid readers of memoirs, Talusan’s...debut will stand out from the crowd, not only because of the author’s unique experiences, but also because she presents them with a rare, frank vulnerability.

Kirkus
The author examines queer otherness with relentless honesty, and she investigates how accidental whiteness did not automatically lead to the fairest outcomes, either for herself or others. A captivatingly eloquent memoir..

Publishers Weekly
... an assured debut memoir with a cinematic flair.
Michael Cart,
Booklist
Her carefully detailed story is notable for its introspection...and emotional depth. The account of her earlier life as a man and her decision to become a woman—including reassignment surgery—is psychologically acute, enlightening, and occasionally heartbreaking as her decision to transition spelled the end of her relationship with the man she loved. Fairest is a welcome addition to transgender literature..