The debut memoir of P. Carlâs journey to become the man he always knew himself to be. For fifty years, he lived as a girl and a queer woman, building a career, a life, and a loving marriage, yet still waiting to realize himself in full.
What The Reviewers Say
Garrard Conley,
The New York Times Book Review
One of the most striking effects of Carl’s 'doubling' is the insight it offers into how difficult it is to be a good man.
June Sawyers,
Booklist
... wondrous.
Abby Hargreaves,
Library Journal
Carl marks his debut with a series of chapters that read more like individual essays than a continuous narrative.